Sunday, October 28, 2012

Some reflections on the past term:

I still don't know what I want to do in life.

After three surgical terms and six years of wanting to be a surgeon, I am tempted by physician training (and lots more study). I would often hear other people asking each other what discipline they wanted to specialise in, but here I am unable to even decide between medicine and surgery.

It is important to be passionate about your job.

One of my students said to me "Dr X was very funny... but I don't think I learnt that much from him". Looking back to when I was at his stage in training, I can distinctly recall my then clinical examination tutor, who has since become something of an academic hero for me. It's true that I respected him immensely for his wealth of knowledge and conceptual thinking, but I am not sure that I would rather work for him. As much as I love learning, even more important in the work force is a good role model. Dr X, who teaches as much philosophy as he does medicine, is clearly passionate about his job. And so despite the long, arduous hours, and the workplace bullying, I was very lucky to work for a boss who could always make me laugh, and who was always there to support and encourage me.

It is important to socialise with your colleagues.

Think back to your school days- wouldn't school have been a lot more dull without all of the social events? I can speak from experience, because I was one of the most antisocial students at school. I can probably count the number of times I hung out with friends outside of school hours. The same goes for working life- I hardly ever make it down to our social club for friday night drinks. But the one or two times that we have had end-of-term social events, I have thoroughly enjoyed myself. And it is so much nicer working with friends, than with colleagues.

Life is fraught with ethical decisions.

So many times, people have told me stories about ethically tricky situations. For example, what do we do if somebody has cheated the system and is an illegal immigrant so that they may seek medical attention for life threatening diseases? Pretend not to notice and treat them at the cost to society? Report them and boot them out of the country? How do we respond to such situations?

I have written enough ethics essays to remember the four ethical principles. The ethical principle of justice would suggest reporting to the authorities. However, I have also pledged the hippocratic oath, promising to treat all who are in need. As far as I know, the hippocratic oath has no national boundaries. Finally, I remember the teachings of the New Testament. There was once a good samaritan who found an injured man by the roadside. He took him to an inn, paying from his own pocket for the injured man's care and safe recovery.

What would you have done?

The world is littered with unfinished visions, and is not life such a vision? And is not the finishing of any thing a little death?

--Darksong